A little bit of everything

January 30, 2008 · Filed under adoption, firstmothers, life, rant, whine

I come in and look and I had over 70 views yesterday.  WOW!!!  whoever looked thank you.  Leave a quick note.

Things have been………………………. here.  I really don’t know how to explain it.  How do describe it.

I have been having nightmares that something is wrong with Supergirl.  What is wrong? I don’t know.  I just wake up knowing that something is wrong with her.  Is she sick? Is there something wrong with her?  I don’t know.  I am afraid to call L and find out.  I am afraid of what she may tell me.

Then ofcourse with the nightmares B comes in.  Just what I don’t what a double nightmare.  Who needs those? I sure don’t.  What becomes interesting is that I have been talking to one of B’s ex’s.  Here is the really weird part, we both have the same name.  So we have been talking.  She knows about Supergirl but she doesn’t know about her.  So it makes me want to call him up and just let him know.  To ask him if his ears are burning since we are talking about him.  Do I? No.  I think about it.  I admit it.  I just really don’t want to deal with the drama that he brings to my life.  I really don’t/want/need that right now.  My life has been quiet.  My life has been peaceful.

Well, as peaceful as it can be with me. ;)

3 Responses so far »

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    Coco said,

    January 31, 2008 @ 11:45 pm

    Those nightmares are the total suck. :(

    I’m glad you’re feeling more peaceful these days, L.

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    thanksgivingmom said,

    February 2, 2008 @ 12:26 am

    I’m always stopping by to see you :)

    I’ve been having some really crappy nightmares too…not about A directly, but about her, you know?

    Bleh…still waiting for my special salute ;)

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    lhjh4 said,

    February 3, 2008 @ 2:32 am

    Told you —– you will get one when I see you.


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