My depression has kicked in again.  I hate it.  I hate that if I want meds I have to go to my PCP and after the mess of this past week with them, I don’t know if I want to go back to them.  The last time I asked for meds I was sent to a crisis center.  I had no plans, I had voiced no plans.  Just the opposite.  My therapist cannot write me a script.  That stinks.

It wasn’t helped yesterday when my friend C called up and asked if I wanted to drive up to her sisters and go to a baby shower today.  Now why in the hell would I want to go to a baby shower for a stranger when I have flaked on going to friends.

So I am quiet once again.

Everything is ticking me off.  Every stupid comment I read or hear is just setting me off.  My work has now begun to suffer.


1 Comment (+add yours?)

  1. Tara
    Aug 22, 2007 @ 01:20:54

    ((((HUGS)))) Wish I could make things better.

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