Right now I still don’t know what is going on. I am still unable to pick up a phone and call them. I am unable to put pen to paper and write them.

I am angry.

I am angry at myself.

I am angry at them.

I am angry, and I hate to write this, at Supergirl.

I am angry at the agency.

I am angry at the state of Mass. and Gov. Patrick.

I am angry at my ex.

If you have been keeping up with adoption and the going ons well…….. Gov. Patrick went and signed a bill which in effect buries Supergirl original birth certificate for life without a court order. The copy the agency gave me is amended and full of errors. There are at list 5 errors on her amended birth certificate. I am now and forever unable to get a copy of her “true” original birth certificate.

My friend, C, is going to court on Tuesday. This is to get guardianship of R. His mom has done nothing to get in touch with C or her own sister to find out about R. C is jealous of me and R. I will go up to her place and R will run into my arms and give a hug and a kiss when I ask for one. He gives her sloppy kisses and raspberries.

I am meeting a fellow birthmom on Friday. I am actually looking forward to it. Looking forward to talking to someone who is going through a situation almost like mine. To put a face to the words that I have been reading for the past couple of months.

1 Comment (+add yours?)

  1. reunionwritings
    Sep 13, 2007 @ 12:20:49

    I hope you are feeling better since writing this. So many things with adoption are screamingly wrong and hurtful to people.

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