I went out with a group of friends last night to celebrate the upcoming birthday, wedding party for a friend. She said how happy she was to have friends like us since with all of her mistakes we were still friends. My friend T brought up my “mistake” I thought she was referring to my ex and the fact that he is in my life in the manner that he is. I now realize she meant Supergirl.
Supergirl is not a mistake. I never considered her a mistake.
I have regrets about the relationship I have with L&B, the situation that is our relationship.
I regret not seeing her in the hospital.
I regret not keeping her in my room when the nurse brought her in for a feeding and I freaked out and just yelled to get her out of my room.
I regret that I am not a stronger person for letting this happen in the first place.
I regret that I am not a stronger person to demand and ask for what I want.
I regret that I allow myself to be a door mate to my ex.
I regret that I didn’t ask for help earlier.
I regret that I feel like I do and need to write this.
So while I have regrets — Supergirl was never and will never be a mistake.
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